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I Want To Tell You

from Gravity Man by Kathleen Dunbar

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I Want To Tell You
By Kathleen Dunbar
Copyrighted by Kathleen Dunbar

I want to tell you
that you are okay
I want to be
the flower for you
the small diamond water
of the fountain
with the mossy stones
the clear song of the bird
that breaks your heart
enough
so that you begin
to remember
it's okay to be alive

I know how hard it is
I have the scars, too
from the jagged monster
who chews its children
and leaves them
tense-boned
and half-alive
the monster of breaking
who fills small bodies
with knowledge so unspeakable
that the most golden of bells
can make no sound

but my love
if you keep hope
behind the wall
it is no good
no good
you have to walk out
into the open now
though every sinew
curdles
for bone and will
have done their work
they have brought you
here
but they are
useless creatures
when confronted
with kindness

what was given to you
long ago—
the sad old spasm
of protection—
with that
you can never know honey
you can never truly
deeply
laugh

oh my love, those old wars
they are over and gone
instead
my warm hand is here
and I'll tell you
over and over
with the eloquent language
of my fingers
my breath
my eyes that have seen
death and lived
I will tell you gladly
that we are home at last
alive most deeply
in our own dignity

though the hired warrior
has kept you walking
let him lay down
in the garden's earth now
and sumptuously rot
kindly let him come apart in
worm and root
till his hollowness
has healed into
the soft den of an animal

you have always been
the untarnishable gold bell
and the crazy wild heart
of its star-made clapper
and it is time, my love
for you to
ring

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from Gravity Man, track released March 26, 2023
I Want To Tell You
By Kathleen Dunbar
Copyrighted by Kathleen Dunbar
Kathleen Dunbar/vocals. Gawain Mathews/acoustic guitar, standup bass, shakers.

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Kathleen Dunbar San Francisco, California

You may notice my songs are about angels and devils, birth, life, death, about creation and crumbling destruction—the troubles we humans get ourselves into and the choices we make—some of them funky, some of them ending in the dark, others rising into the light of morning. Touching, humorous, spellbinding storytelling—my songs brings you into the irony, the tragedy, and the possibilities of life. ... more

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